some thought in the early morning

_"if i tell you who i am,maybe then you may not like who i am...but that's all i have"_

that was the last quote that the pastor gave to us in last sermon. And it is still sounding in my mind..

Related to a words that i concern lately : EXPECTATION. Expectation is something that really become a big issues in my mind. but,i find out that it is not only just for me actually :)

For so long i live in the mind set of make all people happy or you wont be the happiest person in your life. Well, i found it wrong mind set!! Not based on the truth, for correctness.
The bible said first thing first in love is..LOVE YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART,SOUL AND MIND..and LOVE PEOPLE as YOU LOVE YOURSELF.

From the Truth, i know it is bull if we say that we love people but we dont love ourself. I just realised it now..in practicing time. Well, how you know you love people if you could not love yourself first. how you treat people is the reflection how you treat yourself!!! Firstly, i thought it could be an ego if i love myself. "Dont love yourself anymore...it is not what God want you to do!" many people said like that rite.

Dont live in your expectation or people's expectation, cause you will not live then.Like old man says that people can hurt us as well as we can hurt other people also. I found out why so many divorces lately, i found out why war happens, i found out why so many misunderstanding in this world and ending with separated..so many thing happens like no peace anymore in this world. It is because expectation!!!

We think like that...oh, we assume like that....we..and ...we..and we...or

i think like that...i assume....i thought....yeah, i..and i..and i...It is all about what we expect and people's expectation in our life. Well friends, we will not light our life if we live in kinda that way.

Expectation, either from us nor others, can’t be the basic point!! The TRUTH is...so, it means you can play with your expectation, but dont play with the TRUTH. You can make your expectation up or down when it seems not like your expectation, but you can not up and down the Truth as you like.Oh No, TRUTH is TRUTH, can be changed or added.

Hey, God said love others as you love yourself. So love yourself friends!! Girls and woman, be yourself as a woman. Find out why you were created as woman.Treat yourself as woman, then you can treat others women in your life. Do God's will in you life as woman, don’t just let people tells you what to do. We are special..we are unique...we are WOMAN...

And guys or men, be the MAN of God. Love your God with all your strength heart and treat yourself as a Man of God. Find the integrity of you in Him, act like a real man not like other men. Act like who you are in Him.

Love you all friends,